LeydenTheWolf777

Uuuuuuuuuuuuuugh.......! How many times do I have to get this stupid 'bot' spammed onto my Chat on here? =_='

I'm doing this quick journal because I need to make one thing clear, and it's the same as countless other content creators would stress. My content, be it made by my own hands, or if I requested/commissioned someone to make something for me, are NOT, and I repeat... NOT for anyone out there to try and profit off of, especially for stupid bots like this sussy person right here (and this isn't the only one, as I ended up getting a few different empty accounts with that same old message repeatedly lately). Had I fallen for any of these, I most definitely would've gotten virused or scammed hard. No thank you, scammers. My characters, and the artwork made by my friends, are MY own, not yours. You really want me to fall for these kinds of fake messages, you'd have to try super hard to make it more believable to where it catches my interest. And even then, I would be extremely cautious.

So yeah. Never, ever, EVER fall for these kinds of messages at all, or else they're gonna get your content, or so help me your personal information they can use against you. Take a look at their accounts even! The time they message you, they have not put up any sort of information about themselves, or any of their own artwork they made with their own hands (and that includes not even using stupid AI programs). Or just... Don't respond at all and block their sorry booties. They don't deserve your time, attention, or whatever. Stay safe out there, and keep each other safe while we surf this web together.

And to all you scammers out there: I know you too well, and I'm never going to let you wreck my account, or take my original characters, let alone the artwork I commissioned my pals to make, or whatnot. I will block ya'll every single time. And if I get 1 more of those Chat messages with the same tired message one last time, I WILL report you right there. =w=' I won't say this a second time. Leave. Me. ALONE now! owo

That'll be it for today. With this in mind, please let your friends know about how frequent this is becoming, and let's try to uproot it as soon as we can. I'll catch you all later, and stay safe, and hang out with your friends and family, and all that stuff. ;3

Hey guys! How's February doing you all? :)

So I have abit of good news. After doing some of it for a friend of mine on Discord... I've decided to announce I'm officially beginning my first commission requests! Basically I'll be taking a story commission you guys make for me for a reasonable price. However, I will be straight forward that I won't get greedy. I will negotiate resonable prices. But the way I'm gonna do it (for now) is this: The total price will depend on how much wording I type into the fanfic (and I am debating on the different language translations because the last commission I did involved me having to use a translator to put in a different language, and it ended up eating up a tiny bit more money than I thought, so I might consider subtracting the translated words. Idk, I'll talk to my friends on it.) multiplied by "0.015%". And it adds up abit quick, so don't expect me to do extremely long stories in 1 sitting. But other than that, if anyone wishes to commission me fanfics, please send me a DM on here and we'll discuss.

Another reason I'm doing this now is because pretty soon I'm gonna be going to Disney World Florida with my family (it'll be a short trip though, and a second huge reason is my dad is gonna get his spine worked on at Florida in a hospital that specializes in that), and with Galaxy's Edge being in Florida's Disney park as well, my sights are mostly gonna be there, including Savi's Workshop for the lightsabers. So I'm aiming to save my allowances, my bits of work at the farm (we aren't full time farmers, but more like tending to property my parents' friends own, long story), and right now doing commissions to try and get enough before we go. So I'm hoping that this first round of open commissions goes well for me.

Now with how bloody long it took me to finish my Disney related fanfic and how I pushed myself abit hard and time crunched myself abit too much, I do not want the same fatigue to happen. So what I'll do for now is have slots available, and anyone that leaves a comment on here that they wish to commission me, again I will discuss in DMs, and if I'm on board and the price is reasonable, that person takes a slot. So with that, lemme know if anyone's interested, and please comment below wanting to commission me BEFORE sending me a DM. Hope this goes well enough hopefully. ^^

UPDATE: I'm keeping the slots open, but earlier just today (2/17/2024), my dad admitted to me that he should've let me know that he and mom are handling a lot of stuff for us (we're a family of 4 to let you know: Me, mom, dad, and sister) when we go. So it's no rush NOW, lol. But still, I wouldn't mind trying to do some of the commissions anyways. Things still stand: If anyone's interested, please comment below your ideas, and if I like it, I'll send you fellas a DM.

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Hey everyone.

If ya'll are seeing this journal, then I am regretting to inform... That due to complications last week, personally with my friends (me and my skype friend made up, but other friends are gonna take time to earn trust back, but I'll only say I regret just taking my anger out on my best pal. ;w; )... I ended up losing time and some motivation to get my project done by tomorrow... So the fanfic is NOT gonna be completed by or on Mickey's birthday. ;w;

BUT... I have 2 options at this point. 1: I can try to finish it up as soon as I can within about a couple of days after I go to a convention, because after my time there, I'll feel real rejuvinated and motivated to blaze through again. So I can try to finish a day or two after (possibly two since I'm on episode 7 currently.). Or 2: I can just try to finish before 2024, where we will be out of the 100th year zone (or I don't know how that works atm. ). Either way, I won't stop or rest until I complete the fanfic dedicated to our mousey boy Mickey Mouse, and our man Walt Disney himself! Plus, I DID start the project before Mickey's birthday, so I should just appreciate my current efforts.

So yeah, story's coming along guys. If anyone hasn't seen it yet, I STRONGLY recommend checking it out. Zero regrets, and it will show how much I aimed to stay faithful to the TRUE magic of Disney. ;3 Until then, have a good day everyone!

Hey guys. :)

I was able to get the situation with the PC version of Super Cream 64 The Grand Finale resolved. Actually had help from Gamebun himself, I showed him some issues I was having, and let's just say we were able to get it all resolved. And I will be honest... I freaking love this ROM hack. Not just cuz I'm a HUGE fan of Cream the Rabbit, but it's a very well done mod. The few things that I liked were some of the Sonic OCs that made a cameo in the rom as part of the plot, including some of them having ties to Cream and her family in their bios. I especially loved Kitty, Layla, and Katalina's characters since they were so stinking CUTE! And I liked how Katalina was part of Cream's family too. Plus the PC version's my favorite cuz it has better camera and I can easily game break using Cream's flying from wall jumps and long jumps. XD And not to mention... Cream has a ton of outfits, a few of which I didn't even expect. Plus the story behind this rom, while following the main game's plot, is basically Vanilla setting the entire thing up at Peach's castle just for Cream's birthday! ^v^ She even convinced Eggman to be the villain (no duh) against Cream.

But overall, this rom hack was really fun and really cute! If anyone's interested in Super Cream 64 The Grand Finale, either go watch some YouTube videos and streams on it, or go to Gamebun's channel for the download links. Just be sure you have the proper emulators and....... READ UP ON MSYS2 AND HOW IT WORKS!!! ;w; Otherwise you will be so lost and confused. But otherwise, hope you guys will enjoy the ROM! :3

"Hello there", as Obi-Wan Kenobi would say! (Still need to see the darn show soon. TwT)

Well, my 30th birthday has happened last week on the 7th. ^^ We didn't do too much this time, though. Just a simple birthday dinner was all with my new Sonic 30th anniversary shirt (to note, I'm 30 THIS YEAR, so unfortunatelyl I ain't 30 like Sonic last year, hehe. ). It was a pretty good time, especially with my grandpa. I also have a Tikal the Echidna plushie as well (cute as heck by the way), and recently received a Shadow the Hedgehog plush too. And plus a couple of weeks before that, I enjoyed some Sonic Origins, which is amazing (and Sega announced they will be patching the small amount of bugs in it and whatnot, proving they're listening to feedback seriously once more. ).

However, that isn't just what this journal's about. Just wanted to say I was doing good. The main purpose of the journal is to talk more about myself. I never really had a chance to do this for a long time, but I tried to do so one time, but not 100% about myself. So I will talk about myself the best I can on the top of my head for right now, and if I feel I can tell more about myself, I can do so. I'm gonna take this time right now, because I don't know what tomorrow might bring, so better to act now, hehe. I'll warn it's gonna take a little bit, and I probably won't get everything out there, but hey, a good story's worth reading, right? X3 But anyways, I wish to talk more about myself. So strap yourselves in, cuz here I go.

My story

Who I am - I never told everyone on here this, with the small few number of Deviants I encounter on here and the people I talk with on Discord, but... I have autism. Diagnosed with it since I was little. However I have been on the high end of the spectrum, meaning I pretty much function almost like a normal person does. And with this kind of autism I have, I am actually pretty darn smart, as well as abit energetic. But for a time... I actually wasn't too fond of having it. Because some downsides to it is, it makes it hard to control my feelings sometimes. But I'm really not a heartless person at all. While I am gonna work on it since I'm 30 years now, I do want to say that I actually have a lot of good spirit in myself, and that I do nice things for my friends and family when I can. I even got a gift for my nephew for his birthday in October last year (ironically it was Sonic Colors Ultimate, but it was at least it was AFTER the switch version got a major patch fix, and the game did release in September, a month before, so I made sure it was at least functional before I got it for him. ). Even if a lot of crud is looking quite bleak right now, I am not going to give up hope. Even if it sounds like it, I usually never do. I just... Have to beat my anger issues (I do not take it out on everyone in real life, and I am NOT a violent person whatsoever. I'm too good a person to do that.) that's been ongoing since 2012 if many can recall. Throughout the past 10 years (I won't get into everything, especially some personal stuff), I was despairing because of the most obvious reasons (Not my autism. It's political related, and since it's super volatile, I'd rather keep it out of my journal, but if anyone out there that's smart and kind to know what I'm talking about, know you're NOT alone, but good WILL prevail, just you wait!), so for the longest time, I was letting some minor depression and some hardcore anger control me. My friends and family kept me together, and if it weren't for them and with my autism, I would be so lost right now. Lately though, I've been trying hard to beat my anger. It's a vicious cycle with it, but I CAN defeat it, especially for my friends and family. I can say that even when I was younger I was a real nice and funny kid. Even made some treats for my old elementary school I used to go to where they had trained professionals for people like me. My likes are gaming, cartoons and anime, and even baking and roleplaying. I plan to try to train to do artwork someday, but I also hope to find my true love someday. And even if I lose it sometimes, my friends and family always forgave and never gave up on me (Some things weren't acceptable, my behavior, but they never hated me.). I am fighting to become fully mature, but I have been proving to be mature in real life already. So I wanted for some time to clarify that I am in no ways trying to act like a child on purpose. While my autism makes it hard for me to control my emotions and sometimes make smart decisions (I usually make smart decisions anyhow though, just molding myself into it), it don't equal me being a bad person. I'm only a bad person if I ACT like it. Another thing is I'm also very understanding. I always listen to people's troubles when I talk to them about 'em or whatnot, and they listen to me. So I try my best to help them out. Which is another strong point of mine. I help when I can. I need to accept my limits though, but I try my best when I can. Plus, while I have done good enough a learning and whatever in middle and high school, I have excelled GREATLY in the Madison College, though I worked at home on it due to... Not wanting to get bullied in person again (it wasn't extremely bad bullying, but... You know how it does to people.). I even pushed myself so hard I was getting assignments done before they came out on my online courses, I was that smart! Some of my teachers pushed me in a few areas, most noteably my keyboard typing, and it's beacuse they never saw my skill like this before. And with that, I was basically a straight A student, hehe. And not only that, after I graduated, I was even rewarded by the Phi Theta Kappa! I still have the blanket with the logo on it even now. I did have a phase of doubting myself (I still doubt myself right now when I don't even need to. AT ALL.), but my parents reminded me of how much potential I still have. But this goes to show how strong of a person I am by heart. Even if I feel like I'm no good and that there isn't much hope, I don't give up at all. I even pray to God for guidance at times, and he has helped me even when I was little. When I was little, doctors said I could never even SPEAK! EVER! I can record myself with a program right now explaining the plot of Star Wars: A New Hope, The Empire Strikes Back, and Return of the Jedi to demonstrate my speech if I wanted to! I proved people wrong even as a child. So like with Movie Sonic the Hedgehog, I have a heart like no other.

Making Amends - This one's abit more about me trying to atone for some of my actions on here years ago. The first obvious thing is this: At the time of my early years on here, while I talked with most people to get to know them more, I wasn't fully mature at the time. I didn't chase after people, but what I mostly acted like was an 'attention hog'. Several times I said I was gonna leave Deviantart because I thought not one person cared about me, and actually have deactivated my account a few times. But after I got over my episodes, I usually reactivate my account and I do apologize for it. Or sometimes I don't deactivate, and just want people to respond to me and tell me I ain't garbage or anything, just to get some attention. Plus I have made some depressive sprite pics including my character committing suicide and whatnot. Or thirdly, I make vent journals letting out my unrestrained anger and how I feel about things, taking some of it to the extreme. Reflecting on it, I shouldn't have done all of that. Like I said, with autism, hard to control my emotions even back then. What I could've at least done was do a 'sprite pic career', with just making simple sprite pics (which I CAN do, but not the highly advanced pics quite yet), and I could've been making a name for myself there. I've actually been wanting to do a Sonic the Hedgehog based fan project/fanfiction (mainly fanfiction) for a long time after my good pal, GuardianMobius, inspired me. And plus, some of the stuff on here may have been also due to some of the bullying and whatnot I had in middle and high school ever since me and my family moved to a new town. So what I am aiming to say big time for this journal especially is...... I am deeply, truly, from the deepest parts of my HEART sorry for the trouble I caused all those years ago. Being an attention hog, so short tempered, and whatnot. I only wanted to become friends with people I know I can trust. These days I always make sure the people I talk to earns my trust, and I am cautious about them until I get to know them more. Still, I strongly apologize for the past. I am willing to forgive myself even, so that way I can believe in myself more, and motivate myself to be better. It's a tough road, but as they say, Rome wasn't built in a day. That was why I made my prototype fanfic and my Cream the Rabbit based fanfic. I'm testing waters right now as to how I want to hone my skills. I'm real glad some people actually like them. But either way, I am hoping I can atone the best I can for my past mistakes, and strive to be better than many, especially better than most that act like they've changed, but they never do. I do NOT want to be one of those people. I know I can do this though, and I know I'm not alone. NONE OF US... Are ever alone as long as we cherish the ones that care about us.

Finale - Phew. I think that'll be it for now. I just wanted to get that stuff off of my chest, so I'm hoping I took a lot of weight off of there. There's a lot more I can tell about myself, but I don't want to give away too much of my personal info at once. I only wanted to talk a little bit about who I reall am, and that I truly am a nice guy once ya'll got to know me more. So hope this was interesting for you guys. ^^ Anyways, my sister will be visiting from her Marine base in August hopefully (and yes, my sister made it into the Marines over a year ago! She made a journal on my account on my behalf years ago about my grandma btw.), and if she does, we'll be having a good time with our family again. But long story short, she was in Okinawa for nearly a year, but her Marine career was ended abruptly due to an injury. She's returned to America, where we live, and is at a Marine base getting help she needs. Still, nothing will take that away. She's currently getting treatment for it....... And some other things I am aphalled was allowed to happen to her (which I pray gets investigated). But she'll be okay. Anyways, I've spoken enough. I'll be seeing you guys again soon. ;3 Be safe, and don't ever give up hope in these hard times. So this is Leyden the Wolf, signing off for now!

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