This has all happened before, but I'm feeling better, and I'm gonna add something here.
First of all, I am really.. Really sorry about what happened last night. I got stressed out and knocked over my pop because of my stress. My friends and my sister told me time and time again that I need to calm down after starting to get upset, turn the game off, and then take a break. But last night I haven't done that. I know I need to be in control of my stress, and after what happened... I know what I need to do. I need to work on making myself better and not let anger get the better of me. And I also need to be careful about myself in rl even. I don't want to cause another spill from stress again. And it's the truth. I never lie.
Now secondly, I am a good person regardless. Even though if I do get upset sometimes, angry or sad, I still hold on tight to my good will. And after what happens, and that I calm down, I always forgive myself. I tell myself "My friends still do care about me. They didn't do a thing wrong. I need to learn how to make myself better with my actions. And you know how to make it right.". So I always apologize, and if some don't answer, then heck, they're busy and such. And I shouldn't make them see my stuff. It's my thoughts, and I am good with it. Sure I'm not a good artist, but at least I am able to make something, bases or screenshots using sprites my friends made. Someday I'll learn how to make good art.
And also, I still do love cartoons even at my age. Sure I'm over the ages with kids shows, but I myself had seen a couple of those shows when I was still very young, so heh. And even with My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, it's still a good show. Also it's like a modern show. So I know there are people that like the show even when they're 13. If people they don't like the idea of me watching the stuff, then screw 'em! Like they say: Haters gonna hate. Plus even if I'm autistic, so what? I am able to overpower it myself. Dad told me that some doctors thought I'd NEVER talk. But I proved them wrong! I can talk. So I am able to do good things like that. And I am smart enough for school. Even if I'm in a pinch, I STILL can pass regardless.
In fact, I've just about learned everything I needed to know, and I already got my degree in college. I'm gonna take a couple more classes, but yeah. I got my goal. And soon I'll have a job. And I will do my best with it.
So I am happy with who I am, and I will someday make my life even better when I get married. ^^
I guess that's it for now.
I'll talk to you guys whenever. Have a good evening.