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Hi again.

 

I’m really.. Really sorry about my overreaction to the littlest of point commissions. I know I can buy the points, but they’re real expensive. And I wasn't good with making commissions myself for others. That’s why with my low skills, and expensive points, along with the slow production with dAhub and stuff, I really wanted to ask for the 2500 points. And here’s why I was desperate.

 

The reason I wanted the commission so badly was so I can have my 2 characters Kaira and Velvet be in it making love. That way it might help me control my sexual urges more. I could try referring back to the KairaxGabby commission on Inkbunny that was made a couple years ago, but since we aren't a couple anymore, me and Gabby, I need a fresh Kaira couple pic to work. I guess I should’ve told the truth sooner.

 

I know my frustration wasn't your guys’ fault. It honestly isn't. It’s my own fault because I didn't have a lot of skill to open my own Point Commissions, or had enough patience. Another reason I was real upset was because in real life I had been stressed out lately, due to my 3 classes being a bit tight even though I’m getting ahead in 2 classes, and a few other things. And it’s also because I haven’t been getting to bed earlier like I should the past couple years.

 

Anyhow, I am real sorry I had been like that. It really isn’t anyone’s fault. I’ll still think of something to try and get the points for the commission. And I still want to make my account into a better one. It’s gonna take a lot of time, but sooner or later I’ll be able to make it better. Plus, I’ll try my best to make some good art. Maybe then I’ll open my own Point Commissions. So I’m sorry for my actions, and hope it can get better. 

  • Mood: Pity
Ok. My mind's made up. This account is dead to me. Most of my friends and watchers don't appreciate me, care for me, or even understand me enough to even help me out. If people here are gonna think I'm all emo and dark in reality, it's not m problem. As I said, I have felt alone for a long time, so I deserve to be alone on here. I'm going to make an account where I am just gonna be by myself. And anyone wanting to watch me, I'm gonna ignore them.

I won't deactivate this account. I'm just going to leave it like it's dead. So... goodbye.
  • Mood: Depressed
And another thing. Why is it that I post some journals.. I barely get any feedback on it? I mean, I posted 2 journals about Katie's commissions and clothing shops, and yet you didn't bother looking at it or talking to her? I just don't know why most of the people I watched won't give me a feedback on these things. I'm not trying to grab attention. I just wanted to spread the word. That was ALL I was doing. Yet I have barely any views, and almost no comments. I know most of them were out of my own anger, but it doesn't mean every single journal's gonna be like that. )=> And yet, here you guys are, still acting like you're afraid of me, because if something makes me tick, I could get angry anytime. I'm NOT like that. I'm never like that. It's just that I'm having a hard time trying to keep a happy mood. But currently right now, I have 3 college courses, with Dreamweaver CS6 being real strict about the due dates for Tuesdays and Fridays, so I have to really work my butt off on all 3 classes. And each class takes about 2 to 3 hours to do each. Also, I have been really growing apart from my family, because they nearly never have any time for me. At times they do, but we never find all the time in the world to do some bonding. That's why I've been feeling really lonely in my home. And this is affecting the way I want to feel. My head also gets swirled with random crud, even in my dreams. It's nobody's fault here about what happened with me. But guys... I'm not the bad guy. I'm not evil, crazy, lustful, slothful, angry, hateful... I'm none of those things. :tears: Yet I'm feeling like I'm being treated as such. And I am not lying. I really hate being treated or thought of like this. I just wanted some help not feeling lonely here, especially with no girlfriend. I am not like Dayton or Rainn. I just wanted to know you guys do care for me as a friend....

But it looks like I'm wasting my breath here. Everyone's not gonna read this, and they'll continue to treat me like I'm a stupid nobody. So if you guys don't care, that's just fine. I'm not making this to hurt anyone. I'm saying what I feel. FEEL. But that doesn't matter to anyone.... I don't know what to do on here anymore..... I'm not leaving. But just... I want my good life back. :tears:
  • Mood: Depressed
Point/Paypal Commission [Closed]Rules:
1. I will only draw Sonic original characters and fan characters.
    (Original x FC, FC x FC and Original x Original are accepted)
2. In case of fan character, please provide a full body reference. I can't work with
    descriptions.
3. No robots/mecha.
4. Be patient.
5. In case of point commission, use the Commission Widget.
6. Fast sketches will be submited on Sta.sh, everything else will be submited on
    BloomSpell 
____________________________
Fast Sketch
1. Half body only:  150 Points // $1.50 usd
 
Sketch (Clean):
1. Half body: 250 Points // $2.50 usd
2. Full body: 450 Points // $4.50 usd
*** Extra character: + 300 Points // $3 usd
Ex. 


Well guys... I was not able to get 2500 DA points in time for the commission..... Now the commissions are all closed, and now I have to wait for who knows how long before I can make enough DA points, and when Karla will open the commissions again. I just wanted to get something out of my head for this one, and I guess I can't even have that wish come true. I seriously could've purchased the DA points myself, but my dad is a little strict about spending money. Plus he'd think purchasing DA points for commissions will be a rip off. And if I told him what the commission was, he's still gonna say no. He's just watching out for me with my money. That's why I tend to ask you guys for them, because I don't want to tell him what it is. But... Once again, I am freakin let down.... because I can't purchase the points with money, Karla won't do this commission for me for free, and my friends just refuse or wouldn't find a way to get enough points for me. "sigh"..... I freaking hate this. I really hate this. I'm starting to feel like my friends on DA (not all of them) are just a big let down! You're welcome guys.... Hope you're happy that I never got my commission done.... Now I'm gonna be real down in the dumps for a while... like how I have been lately, but didn't want to say it.
  • Mood: Depressed

Hi again.

 

I’m really.. Really sorry about my overreaction to the littlest of point commissions. I know I can buy the points, but they’re real expensive. And I wasn't good with making commissions myself for others. That’s why with my low skills, and expensive points, along with the slow production with dAhub and stuff, I really wanted to ask for the 2500 points. And here’s why I was desperate.

 

The reason I wanted the commission so badly was so I can have my 2 characters Kaira and Velvet be in it making love. That way it might help me control my sexual urges more. I could try referring back to the KairaxGabby commission on Inkbunny that was made a couple years ago, but since we aren't a couple anymore, me and Gabby, I need a fresh Kaira couple pic to work. I guess I should’ve told the truth sooner.

 

I know my frustration wasn't your guys’ fault. It honestly isn't. It’s my own fault because I didn't have a lot of skill to open my own Point Commissions, or had enough patience. Another reason I was real upset was because in real life I had been stressed out lately, due to my 3 classes being a bit tight even though I’m getting ahead in 2 classes, and a few other things. And it’s also because I haven’t been getting to bed earlier like I should the past couple years.

 

Anyhow, I am real sorry I had been like that. It really isn’t anyone’s fault. I’ll still think of something to try and get the points for the commission. And I still want to make my account into a better one. It’s gonna take a lot of time, but sooner or later I’ll be able to make it better. Plus, I’ll try my best to make some good art. Maybe then I’ll open my own Point Commissions. So I’m sorry for my actions, and hope it can get better. 

  • Mood: Pity

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JFerral Featured By Owner 5 days ago
hey mate. I got Alpha Bravo & Firefly (Fireflight) for the combiner wars figures.
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KairaAethericBeast Featured By Owner 4 days ago
Awesome.
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JFerral Featured By Owner 4 days ago
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illcitvirus115 Featured By Owner 5 days ago
How many people have you requested for natural Mobian art so far?
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KairaAethericBeast Featured By Owner 4 days ago
A couple. Why?
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illcitvirus115 Featured By Owner 4 days ago
Just curious.
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KairaAethericBeast Featured By Owner 4 days ago
Oh. .w.
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darkangel-hikari Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave~!

If you'd like to see more of my art for OCs, my dedicated original-character gallery is over on FlameWingsDawnslight.

Thanks again~! :iconsmile-luplz:
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KairaAethericBeast Featured By Owner 4 days ago
No problem. =3
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