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Hi again.

 

I’m really.. Really sorry about my overreaction to the littlest of point commissions. I know I can buy the points, but they’re real expensive. And I wasn't good with making commissions myself for others. That’s why with my low skills, and expensive points, along with the slow production with dAhub and stuff, I really wanted to ask for the 2500 points. And here’s why I was desperate.

 

The reason I wanted the commission so badly was so I can have my 2 characters Kaira and Velvet be in it making love. That way it might help me control my sexual urges more. I could try referring back to the KairaxGabby commission on Inkbunny that was made a couple years ago, but since we aren't a couple anymore, me and Gabby, I need a fresh Kaira couple pic to work. I guess I should’ve told the truth sooner.

 

I know my frustration wasn't your guys’ fault. It honestly isn't. It’s my own fault because I didn't have a lot of skill to open my own Point Commissions, or had enough patience. Another reason I was real upset was because in real life I had been stressed out lately, due to my 3 classes being a bit tight even though I’m getting ahead in 2 classes, and a few other things. And it’s also because I haven’t been getting to bed earlier like I should the past couple years.

 

Anyhow, I am real sorry I had been like that. It really isn’t anyone’s fault. I’ll still think of something to try and get the points for the commission. And I still want to make my account into a better one. It’s gonna take a lot of time, but sooner or later I’ll be able to make it better. Plus, I’ll try my best to make some good art. Maybe then I’ll open my own Point Commissions. So I’m sorry for my actions, and hope it can get better. 

  • Mood: Pity
Ok. My mind's made up. This account is dead to me. Most of my friends and watchers don't appreciate me, care for me, or even understand me enough to even help me out. If people here are gonna think I'm all emo and dark in reality, it's not m problem. As I said, I have felt alone for a long time, so I deserve to be alone on here. I'm going to make an account where I am just gonna be by myself. And anyone wanting to watch me, I'm gonna ignore them.

I won't deactivate this account. I'm just going to leave it like it's dead. So... goodbye.
  • Mood: Depressed
And another thing. Why is it that I post some journals.. I barely get any feedback on it? I mean, I posted 2 journals about Katie's commissions and clothing shops, and yet you didn't bother looking at it or talking to her? I just don't know why most of the people I watched won't give me a feedback on these things. I'm not trying to grab attention. I just wanted to spread the word. That was ALL I was doing. Yet I have barely any views, and almost no comments. I know most of them were out of my own anger, but it doesn't mean every single journal's gonna be like that. )=> And yet, here you guys are, still acting like you're afraid of me, because if something makes me tick, I could get angry anytime. I'm NOT like that. I'm never like that. It's just that I'm having a hard time trying to keep a happy mood. But currently right now, I have 3 college courses, with Dreamweaver CS6 being real strict about the due dates for Tuesdays and Fridays, so I have to really work my butt off on all 3 classes. And each class takes about 2 to 3 hours to do each. Also, I have been really growing apart from my family, because they nearly never have any time for me. At times they do, but we never find all the time in the world to do some bonding. That's why I've been feeling really lonely in my home. And this is affecting the way I want to feel. My head also gets swirled with random crud, even in my dreams. It's nobody's fault here about what happened with me. But guys... I'm not the bad guy. I'm not evil, crazy, lustful, slothful, angry, hateful... I'm none of those things. :tears: Yet I'm feeling like I'm being treated as such. And I am not lying. I really hate being treated or thought of like this. I just wanted some help not feeling lonely here, especially with no girlfriend. I am not like Dayton or Rainn. I just wanted to know you guys do care for me as a friend....

But it looks like I'm wasting my breath here. Everyone's not gonna read this, and they'll continue to treat me like I'm a stupid nobody. So if you guys don't care, that's just fine. I'm not making this to hurt anyone. I'm saying what I feel. FEEL. But that doesn't matter to anyone.... I don't know what to do on here anymore..... I'm not leaving. But just... I want my good life back. :tears:
  • Mood: Depressed

Hi again.

 

I’m really.. Really sorry about my overreaction to the littlest of point commissions. I know I can buy the points, but they’re real expensive. And I wasn't good with making commissions myself for others. That’s why with my low skills, and expensive points, along with the slow production with dAhub and stuff, I really wanted to ask for the 2500 points. And here’s why I was desperate.

 

The reason I wanted the commission so badly was so I can have my 2 characters Kaira and Velvet be in it making love. That way it might help me control my sexual urges more. I could try referring back to the KairaxGabby commission on Inkbunny that was made a couple years ago, but since we aren't a couple anymore, me and Gabby, I need a fresh Kaira couple pic to work. I guess I should’ve told the truth sooner.

 

I know my frustration wasn't your guys’ fault. It honestly isn't. It’s my own fault because I didn't have a lot of skill to open my own Point Commissions, or had enough patience. Another reason I was real upset was because in real life I had been stressed out lately, due to my 3 classes being a bit tight even though I’m getting ahead in 2 classes, and a few other things. And it’s also because I haven’t been getting to bed earlier like I should the past couple years.

 

Anyhow, I am real sorry I had been like that. It really isn’t anyone’s fault. I’ll still think of something to try and get the points for the commission. And I still want to make my account into a better one. It’s gonna take a lot of time, but sooner or later I’ll be able to make it better. Plus, I’ll try my best to make some good art. Maybe then I’ll open my own Point Commissions. So I’m sorry for my actions, and hope it can get better. 

  • Mood: Pity

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Marnic92 Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Artist
Thanks for the faves! :D
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KairaAethericBeast Featured By Owner 2 days ago
np
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Marnic92 Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Artist
:)
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kazumamasamune48 Featured By Owner 4 days ago
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Project_… they updated the list
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KairaAethericBeast Featured By Owner 4 days ago
Oooooooooooo!!! Dante and Vergil as a team the FIRST TIME! =D
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KairaAethericBeast Featured By Owner 2 days ago
Real nice. =) And it looks like Leon is teaming with Chris and Jill the first time. =3
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DarthWill3 Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave!
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KairaAethericBeast Featured By Owner 5 days ago
NP dude. =)
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JFerral Featured By Owner May 18, 2015
so do you want to do a rp on hyrule warriors or dbz xenoverse?
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