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Hello there. I am back now. :)

I'm sorry I ran off like that. It was nobody's fault, I promise. I'd like to state the reason I left.

Why I left a couple nights ago was because I felt conflicted after I saw Sonar's... story.. about nearly ending her life. I'm not mad at you, Sonar. I just... felt afraid. I did felt sad for you about what happened. All I can say is... Thank God you wised up before you died right there. I'm not trying to reopen your wounds. But I wanted to say that I am so glad that you'll be alright. :hug: I do hope you'll keep the promise you made to not do that again.

So yeah. After seeing that practically, I just had to go into hiatus again. I just... Wish I had more maturity to handle these things. I really don't want some people in my Watch, especially some friends I either talk to or didn't talk to, to just take their own lives like that. It'd hurt me. I know I'd never take my life. Ever.

I just need a talk with a couple people that has the stuff to help me with this matter. Because I want to make myself a better man I am. I'm still a good man. But I want to be better to where I can think clearly, don't whine about a lot of things (rare), and can stand the drama and stuff.

Anyways, I'm back now. Sorry for running out without telling. Next time I'll let you know.
Hey.. I'm not upset or anything. I just.. I just gotta get away from here again. I'll be back in a couple of days. Please don't worry. I'll be fine.
Hi guys. I want to say right now, I'm real mad at this girl :iconabyssxlightyear: for banning my friend :moderngalaxy27: once again. I'm getting sick and tired of my friend getting banned for no reason. He did nothing wrong, he never trolls, he never was a bad guy to begin with. This girl does it just so she can make him mad. And she does it on purpose. I don't want this to continue, so please tell her to leave Disco very well alone, and let him be. And if she wants to troll me next, I'm not gonna feed her my anger like Disco won't feed her it as he said to me earlier. Please make her stop trolling and banning Disco for good.
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Hi guys. I'm back. :wave:
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Note: I am 100% not mad, angry, sad, depressed, or whatnot, and I shouldn't have to say this for each journal. Please note I am calm unless I express said emotions. But do note if I do seem upset, I am gonna put it with the reasons below.

Hi guys. I'm sorry to say.. But I am gonna delete my account to go into hiatus for a while. This isn't forever. But I'm just starting to get a little overwhelmed by a couple of negativity from some people. For example, :iconshotgunprower: was gonna commit suicide because some jerkhole on the net said the world is better off without autistic people... What kind of sick freak would say that stupid crud!? I am gonna be mad about it, because this is the mod cruel and heartless thing to say. I myself am autistic, but so dang what? I'm proud of it, and I don't let it overcome me. I was able to even do impossible things (not a lot, but you know). So I built myself to be just as good as any normal person. So no offense to the deviant I mentioned... But he really shouldn't let this hurt the crud out of him. This is not worth killing himself over. I say nuts to all that bullcrud. He should appreciate who he is. Who he is is just fine. He shouldn't worry about what anyone says about what he is. He is himself. He just needs a little more maturity is all. He needs to be strong. He is free to be himself. I'm not ranting on him. I want to prove a point is all.

And now, just a while ago, I saw that :iconmac-does-art: is thinking about leaving deviantart because of stupid trolls, haters, and other stuff that's broken him to make him really upset and crazy. No offense to him. Sure he made sexual art, sonic recolors, and custom made logos. But I actually thought they were pretty good and effort-ful. He shouldn't throw all of that away. This isn't making him change his mind though, cuz I said I wouldn't help people that are this freakin upset or depressed. I just want to prove a point. I don't know about this craziness and anger, but all I can say is, I'm not gonna be that guy. And I believe he really needs help. Jen told me I myself need help too. Which is what I am gonna get. And if Mac and I had time to chat, I would say the same thing to him.

But other than that, I don't want to help these 2 no offense, I am not gonna let the weight of their negativity affect me. I just need a break from deviantart. Tomorrow I'll deactivate my account, and I will be back on Sunday. I'll miss you all. And don't think of this as a break in friendship or goodbye. Everyone needs a break from something once a while.

So I'm gonna be going off DA till Sunday now. I'll see you when I return guys.
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Hello there. I am back now. :)

I'm sorry I ran off like that. It was nobody's fault, I promise. I'd like to state the reason I left.

Why I left a couple nights ago was because I felt conflicted after I saw Sonar's... story.. about nearly ending her life. I'm not mad at you, Sonar. I just... felt afraid. I did felt sad for you about what happened. All I can say is... Thank God you wised up before you died right there. I'm not trying to reopen your wounds. But I wanted to say that I am so glad that you'll be alright. :hug: I do hope you'll keep the promise you made to not do that again.

So yeah. After seeing that practically, I just had to go into hiatus again. I just... Wish I had more maturity to handle these things. I really don't want some people in my Watch, especially some friends I either talk to or didn't talk to, to just take their own lives like that. It'd hurt me. I know I'd never take my life. Ever.

I just need a talk with a couple people that has the stuff to help me with this matter. Because I want to make myself a better man I am. I'm still a good man. But I want to be better to where I can think clearly, don't whine about a lot of things (rare), and can stand the drama and stuff.

Anyways, I'm back now. Sorry for running out without telling. Next time I'll let you know.

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:iconkazumamasamune48:
kazumamasamune48 Featured By Owner 3 days ago
*looks at your character kaira* hmmm may i ask you something? 
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KairaAethericBeast Featured By Owner 3 days ago
yeah?
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kazumamasamune48 Featured By Owner 3 days ago
what anime or video-game character would have similar looks and abilities to kaira and what oc is kairas most trusted ally? 
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KairaAethericBeast Featured By Owner 1 day ago
hm... I'm not sure.
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narutofangirlforever Featured By Owner 4 days ago
thanks for the fave
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KairaAethericBeast Featured By Owner 3 days ago
np. =3
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tygrisica Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you a lot for all the fav! ^-^
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KairaAethericBeast Featured By Owner 4 days ago
No problem. =3
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tailsverdolaga8994 Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the fave and enjoy the presentation! :D
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KairaAethericBeast Featured By Owner 5 days ago
np. x3
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