Note: I am 100% not mad, angry, sad, depressed, or whatnot, and I shouldn't have to say this for each journal. Please note I am calm unless I express said emotions. But do note if I do seem upset, I am gonna put it with the reasons below.
Hi guys. I'm sorry to say.. But I am gonna delete my account to go into hiatus for a while. This isn't forever. But I'm just starting to get a little overwhelmed by a couple of negativity from some people. For example,
was gonna commit suicide because some jerkhole on the net said the world is better off without autistic people... What kind of sick freak would say that stupid crud!? I am gonna be mad about it, because this is the mod cruel and heartless thing to say. I myself am autistic, but so dang what? I'm proud of it, and I don't let it overcome me. I was able to even do impossible things (not a lot, but you know). So I built myself to be just as good as any normal person. So no offense to the deviant I mentioned... But he really shouldn't let this hurt the crud out of him. This is not worth killing himself over. I say nuts to all that bullcrud. He should appreciate who he is. Who he is is just fine. He shouldn't worry about what anyone says about what he is. He is himself. He just needs a little more maturity is all. He needs to be strong. He is free to be himself. I'm not ranting on him. I want to prove a point is all.
And now, just a while ago, I saw that
is thinking about leaving deviantart because of stupid trolls, haters, and other stuff that's broken him to make him really upset and crazy. No offense to him. Sure he made sexual art, sonic recolors, and custom made logos. But I actually thought they were pretty good and effort-ful. He shouldn't throw all of that away. This isn't making him change his mind though, cuz I said I wouldn't help people that are this freakin upset or depressed. I just want to prove a point. I don't know about this craziness and anger, but all I can say is, I'm not gonna be that guy. And I believe he really needs help. Jen told me I myself need help too. Which is what I am gonna get. And if Mac and I had time to chat, I would say the same thing to him.
But other than that, I don't want to help these 2 no offense, I am not gonna let the weight of their negativity affect me. I just need a break from deviantart. Tomorrow I'll deactivate my account, and I will be back on Sunday. I'll miss you all. And don't think of this as a break in friendship or goodbye. Everyone needs a break from something once a while.
So I'm gonna be going off DA till Sunday now. I'll see you when I return guys.