I’m really.. Really sorry about my overreaction to the littlest of point commissions. I know I can buy the points, but they’re real expensive. And I wasn't good with making commissions myself for others. That’s why with my low skills, and expensive points, along with the slow production with dAhub and stuff, I really wanted to ask for the 2500 points. And here’s why I was desperate.
The reason I wanted the commission so badly was so I can have my 2 characters Kaira and Velvet be in it making love. That way it might help me control my sexual urges more. I could try referring back to the KairaxGabby commission on Inkbunny that was made a couple years ago, but since we aren't a couple anymore, me and Gabby, I need a fresh Kaira couple pic to work. I guess I should’ve told the truth sooner.
I know my frustration wasn't your guys’ fault. It honestly isn't. It’s my own fault because I didn't have a lot of skill to open my own Point Commissions, or had enough patience. Another reason I was real upset was because in real life I had been stressed out lately, due to my 3 classes being a bit tight even though I’m getting ahead in 2 classes, and a few other things. And it’s also because I haven’t been getting to bed earlier like I should the past couple years.
Anyhow, I am real sorry I had been like that. It really isn’t anyone’s fault. I’ll still think of something to try and get the points for the commission. And I still want to make my account into a better one. It’s gonna take a lot of time, but sooner or later I’ll be able to make it better. Plus, I’ll try my best to make some good art. Maybe then I’ll open my own Point Commissions. So I’m sorry for my actions, and hope it can get better.